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a day in the life of kristina

Mar. 21st, 2005

08:53 pm - oh geesh

oh my goodness...i vowed to never use livejournal again...but i am soo freaking bored out here in chesapeake that i could die.
but anyways...my life has been swell lately...kinda uneventful but thats good for me. ive been through a lot since november..haha..fun times..not.
ummm yea thats all i got..oh yea easter is coming up this weekend...yayayay!
ok im done

Current Mood: boredbored as crap
Current Music: pedro the lion-amazing love

Nov. 27th, 2004

10:29 am

another sleepless night.

Current Mood: sleepysleepy

Nov. 23rd, 2004

05:49 pm

Im not going to do it anymore. Waiting is just too hard for me. Its slowly killing me..its all i think about. my grades are going down, im overeating or just plain not eating, my relationships with my family are falling apart, my friendships are suffering. My relationship with God is suffering. Im not as happy as i used to be. Im crying myself to sleep every night. Why does it have to be so hard? Why cant i just get over it? well im making a pact to myself, im not going to think about it anymore..my heart will no longer be a prune. happiness here i come. thank you kirby.

Current Mood: angryangry
Current Music: mae

Nov. 15th, 2004

09:50 pm - All my peeps and Bernie's landing

yea so i haven't written in a while. this weekend was absolutely amazing. i really needed this weekend. earlier in the week i was going through some really tough times. a lot of crying and  remembering a lot of stuff from my past that i dont want to remember. but you know i just cant not deal with it. its eating me alive. i just wish it would go away. but anyways yea this weekend was amazing.                                                                                                                                                     

Friday- got to the church and quickly got on the bus because aly, lo, and me were late..i sat on the bus with all the cousins. it was fun...played hangman with wes for a while..that was fun. got to bernards landing and listened to patty pat talk about surprises.. then got assigned our cabins. i was with april, channa, brittany, kelly, christine, and our leader was emily..i loved my group. i got to get closer to the girls.

Saturday- me and april got up early and took shower and then went to the morning devotion with erica. then after that we went back and ate breakfast and then went to the place and pat talked about bad surprises..then we had cabin time and that was good. then i went and listened to bainos future discussion..which was good. then i went and listened to erica and seths cat and dogs talk..and heard how seth proposed to erica..it was so cute. then i went and attempted to knit which was just a disaster..then i went and learned a dance for 3 hours. that was fun. seth is so funny..chris was going to do it but he quit..haha. then we went back and ate dinner then went and  listened to pat again..it was about good surprises..i got a lot out of that talk..then we went and filled up these little bottles with lake water. then i layed in the grass and looked up at the stars. it just made me feel so small and insignificant but still loved. then we sang a song and then we went and got on our 80s clothes and listened to TURBULANCE and danced to 80s music.

Sunday- april and me got up and went to the morning devotion which was lead by sethh. then after that we went back and ate breakfast then went back up to the meeting place  for the last talk..chris made me cry when he stood up and talked..im so happy for him. then we went and cleaned up our cabins and got on the bus and went home. i had a good cry and a nice talk with chris. it was nice

i kinda sucks coming back and having to face with reality. its hard to come back from such an impactful weekend and realize that not everyone was there and they are still living the same lives. i dont know if i made much sense. back to peer pressure and "play acting". back to trying to keep on the right track. back to responsibility. back to dealing with my problems. back to wishing.

Current Mood: touchedtouched
Current Music: mae

Nov. 7th, 2004

03:09 pm

ok..havent udated in a while..mostly because my computer decided to be really gay..some because my life hasnt really been that interesting.

thursday night i went to the va aquarium..it was fun. seriously.
friday night- i went off on an adventure/date(ha) with aly and cory..but then cory went home. we went to guads and then we went to alfie..that was good
saturday-i was at alys all day and then went to kirbs then to church to video tape a thing for power jam and then went home and got ready and then went to a symphony at the chrysler. that was fun(not)..the mom said that it was supposed to be fun but it wasnt..almost fell asleep..i had fun making fun of the conductor person...she was really enthusiastic. she shook her butt alot.
sunday(today)-went to kirbs after church and that is where i am right now..kirb,lo,and i are going to go on a walk

you're coming around..i can tell.

Oct. 9th, 2004

01:03 pm

-topten/topnine/topeight/etc-

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/ten favourite movies.
10.dumb and dumber
09.breakfast club
08.lion king
07.finding nemo
06.napoleon dynamite
05.dirty dancing 1
04.dirty dancing havana nights
03.west side story
02.sound of music
01.say anything
/nine favourite people.
09.abby
08.wes
07.ben
06.margot
05.will
04.april
03.aly
02.kirb
01.lauren..yes shes number one
/eight favourite songs.
08.i believe you but my tommy gun doesnt
07.a whole new world
06.vindicated
05.colorblind
04.do you only wanna dance
03.boom boom boom
02.some will seek forgiveness, others escape
01.penny and me
/seven things you touch everyday.
07.my phone
06.my cat
05.food
04.my brush
03.my toothbrush
02.a writing utensil
01.shoes
/six things that you think about everyday.
06.lauren(not in a sketchy way,shes my best friend.)
05.my homework
04.music
03.boys
02.god
01.future
/five things you say everyday.
05.hey
04.so anyways..
03.merr
02.lets spoon
01.i hate school
/four people you never get sick of.
04.lauren
03.lauren
02.lauren
01.lauren
/three words to describe you.
03.funny
02.a good friend
01.why do they ask this stuff..i hate stuff like this
/two emotions you always find yourself feeling.
02.happiness
01.sadness
/one person you could spend the rest of your life with.
01.mary lauren galanides..no just kidding ummm once again gay question..im definately not going to post that for the public to read SO THERE!

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Current Mood: boredobviously bored if i did this
Current Music: You dont own me

Oct. 2nd, 2004

03:13 pm

ok so yea..my computer is gay.

 

 

leave me comments..or die..

seriously.

Sep. 22nd, 2004

05:37 pm - i have a confession

yes everyone..i ate glue as a child.


 


 


 


 


 


kirb- i love you! im here for you if you need me! mwah.


 


leave me a comment or die.

Current Mood: dorky
Current Music: brand new

Sep. 18th, 2004

11:29 pm - blah

just leave me a comment please

Current Mood: sillysilly

Sep. 5th, 2004

12:22 am - WOW

I heard a voice through the dischord
of a deluge of passers-by.
I saw one gaze frozen in time
watching me passing by.
I swear I'll know your face in the crowd,
and I'll hear your voice so loud
when you're whispering...

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
to be stronger, to be stronger.
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
to fogive one another.

Here's my kiss to betray
desperate to brush the lips of grace.
Do you feel hollow when you think of how I've lied?

Oh sweet angel of mercy with your grace like the morning
wrap your loving arms around me.
Oh sweet angel of mercy with your grace like the morning
wrap your loving arms around me.

Hey unfaithful I will teach you
to be stronger, to be stronger.
Hey ungraceful I will teach you
to forgive one another.
Hey unfaithful I will teach you
to be stronger, to be stronger.

Hey unloving

I will love you
I will love you
I will love you.

Jesus I'm ready to come home

Current Mood: pleasedpleased
Current Music: underoath

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